Thursday, May 21, 2009

found it.

I forget the world exists when you’re around
The cure to my misanthropic ideals
Thoughts of you linger and multiply in my head
Like surround sound,
With you beside me, my heart starts and heals

The voice that calms my worries
Your eyes draw my fears into regression
and thwart the pain so I’m at ease
With all these thoughts comes a confession

You’ll never know how you save me
Afraid that I’m not good enough for you
I’ll stand at a distance and watch you shine
Perfection in its purest essence, just not worthy
Of even your presence

My heart gets the best of me sometimes,
But this time I’ll learn my lesson from the past
You’ll stay a friend by the fate that I decided
I’d rather keep you around to give me some hope
That there is difference in the mass

Maybe you might feel the same
I’d rather the truth be a mystery
I’m tired of my heart being torn again and again
We could be perfect for each other,
Yet I fear a repeat of history

You’ll never know how you save me
Afraid that I’m not good enough for you
I’ll stand at a distance and watch you shine
Perfection in its purest essence, just not worthy
Of even your presence

Maybe one day you’ll see
look in my eyes and i'll show you
what you mean to me
I wont spell it for you
It’s up to you to figure it out

You’ll never know how you save me
Afraid that I’m not good enough for you
I’ll stand at a distance and watch you shine
Perfection in its purest essence, just not worthy
Of even your presence.

2 comments:

  1. So I wrote this. How did you get a hold of it?

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  2. from my old live journal! ohhyou. i'm sorry i didn't give you credit ! whats the link to your journal so i can credit you?

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